moved to another camp now.ugh stress the distance is so far.thank god the circle line is fully operational.baby,i miss you.haiz...b's having tuition nw.i miss you b.haiz

4 months has gone through.




the last time i posted something down here was the so called farewell entry before i serve the nation.well im back to blog often from now on.im glad my four months have passed through with ease and im given the golden ticket i shall say :) only baby and the campmates know about it.lol

okay enough about that,i just wanna say thank you baby.for enduring and tolerating the drastic changes in me these couple of months.and for waiting for me patiently all these while when im stuck in that island.i love you baby especially last month when i wasnt even able to contact you during my field camp.and you stood there waiting.i love you honeyb <3

now im hoping for a nicer post and maybe just maybe im hoping for office posting.8 to 5 is pretty nice,you know.lol currently im waiting for baby to return home because she's just on her way from a school excursion :) lol go esplanade eh baby?how cool is that 0.o heh poor baby is super exhausted.rest well later honey :)

actually i have a lot to blog about but i just couldnt think about it now.ugh anyway,POP in 2 days :) talk to you in awhile babygirl.

i'll say i miss all these people








may god bless me for this upcoming year :)

12 december 2009,here i come.

november rains with a meaning

for most people november might be the month of downpours but for me,november is the best month of my every year.it's a bit different for this year as im going to be enlisted into the national service in 23 days.only god knows what's in store for me in the coming days but i sure as hell want something never to end.

it might be quite sometime but im willing to be there everyday as long as i know at the end of the day you'll be there,waiting for me.it hurts to know that im going to be preoccupied during your important year to come but im hoping you'll take good care of yourself.

these few days have been rocky for me and i only could pray for a better outcome.and so it has been better and i thank you and god for blessing me with everything that i am now.you made me into the man i never was.that i never think i will be.and there's noone ever gonna replace you in my heart no matter what happens.as i've already pledge my loyalty to you.

so its a calm and wet afternoon and im here at baby's place.im sure going to miss all of these once im in camp.and i hope god will protect her when im not around.this is all i could think about blogging for now.i love you my sweetheart.there's nothing better to see than that stunning smile of yours;it just melts my heart <3

041108

it's finally here my love :)


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE! it's such a wonderful day to start with and we're also having baby's class chalet in awhile.so yeah baby,i would like to say so many thanks to you because youve been the nicest and most sweetest to me.and i jolly well know you'll continue doing so because if you dont!you'll see what i'll do to you ^^ anyway apart from that i pray that our relationship will take us to our goals and dreams.

i can still vividly remember the day i went deep down my heart and asked you to be mine forever.and the days we dated,is always the marking of my new beginning in my life.and i thank god for giving baby to me.i love you baby and there's no words would explain my love for you.
they doubt our love,thought it's just a joke but we'll prove them wrong.

and at this moment too,i would like to apologise to baby for whatever happened last night.i know i shouldnt have talked that way to you and dont worry baby what's history will remain history.i just dont want to feel insecure to go out with you and having dickheads attacking us from the back.its something i dont want to risk.and ive cleared everything.

happy anniversary to you my love,once again.

may god bless us till our deaths.

041108<3

46 days more....

goodmorning,okay i shall stop dwelling on the days that are left.im going to enjoy today with my beloved because we're heading out to get stuffs and all.prolly a haircut as well for me.and like i told you all before,i dont care about the hair,i dont care about the physical training but all i care and worry about is my babygirl all alone by herself once im in camp.haiz,may god bless us aite baby.i love you and there's nothing going to harm us,honey.i promise *pinky promise*

so yeah am currently using the internet while baby's getting ready.yeah i love the morning cum afternoon breeze when im here.so yeah let me talk about something been bothering my mind,not really bothered just am just plain fucking dissapointed.since you all put it that way,then so be it.i want to see how far you all can really go.one thing,i hate that kind of attitude.not to worry,this wont affect our friendship.so yeah,it's almost time to go out now.blog some other time then.

baby i love you.and not even death will do us apart.

farewell to my teenage life.



yes,it's true.i am going to serve my nation in 49 days time.it's prolly hard to believe but yes.my jaw dropped when i receive the letter about 4 days back.it's simply a reminder to me that my teenage like is coming to an end.only god knows how my mood changed in a snap of a finger.

basically i have no problems about national service.all boys in this country are born to do this but the only thing that is stressing me out is baby.for those who know me,im sure you get what i mean.but those who dont really do,sorry im not going to express anything on my blog.

i will miss you so much baby.till then,i'll update tomorrow alright.
i love you baby.

i will love you too tonight,im wanting you to the point im going crazy.im the person you know cant go through a day without you,oh baby.i hold you in my arms,my heart beats only to that love.im going to slowly suffocate to death there,i want you baby.ive been caught alive by your eyes and i cant turn my head anywhere.your eyes are sparkling,it's so breath-taking and i can go crazy.

my nabila,my fucking life.

sheperd's pie,here 041108 comes.

pardon me for being random.we just reached home from the supermarket and fixing yasmin's psp at loyang point :) baby has inspiration to cook lots of things today and im here to help her.lol it's going to be delicious alright.these days have been tiring for me,chilling with the boys like almost everyday since last thursday till last night.what to do?they're my new close friends now ^^ better than the old group ^^

so alright,dont have so much time to blog and yap yap yap.will update soon.oh i need to change blogskin man.damn long already sia using the current one.

toodles <3

over at my aunty's;collecting things.

baby is on a bad bad mood :( sorry to hear about it baby.it's okay we'll make new ones,i hope please dont be angry sayang.well yesterday was alright to say the least.i felt so tired after the soccer game,fyi it's been 3 years since ive played soccer.lol thanks guys for the invitation.

today woke up really late because of the exhaustion.im sorry baby.baby was super duper cute just now i swear.story?not telling though.so yeah,im over at my aunt's place now,collecting stuffs for my mum and heading home after this.good god almighty im starving.and baby thank you for giving in to me just now,youre such a dearie.i love you la sayang <3

oh yeah,fuck your nonsence please.i dont know why youre like that.it disgust me and bloody hell annoys me to see your actions like that.so go have a wank,you nonce!

pictures from the 'jage pelamin' night is up.

back for another entry.

im at baby's place now.really really bored and a little sad becase baby is going out with kak shidah in awhile :c but it's okay la baby,it's your girls day out or should i say cousins day out.lol so yeah,ive been spending my time with baby.i met the boys last night to collect baby's cash for prom. so yeah,i also have pictures from last friday;helped jage the pelamin with the boys.lol

it's kinda late to say but happy 11th monthsary baby!thank you for all the time spent with me.i love you more alright and im sure you of all people know that.and yeah havent say this for a long time on my blog..... but im with the most beautiful and adorable girl on earth ^^

okay then,toodles baby.i love you sayang <3

okay tak jadi post pics.

am at my aunt's place now.chilling with my little cousins and getting to use the internet to blog for a short while.well, these days have been pretty rough for baby but not to worry b,im sure something good is coming to you very soon :) just persevere through all these and you'll get your reward.well tomorrow will be the day baby and i get to show the whole world our couple baju kurung outfit!haha see how la eh.



i might be meeting the boys a bit later on tonight as they all just booked out of camp.so yeah,prolly naz will fetch me and we'll chill with boy botak at lavender again.b,you kasi i pegi kan?thanks sayang.dont worry i will still call you when youre going to sleep.and thank you for understanding when the boys ask me out b,really appreciate it.i love you <3

okay then baby is studying now and im off to upload some photos on facebook.toodles.

i miss you :(

you know who you are.

back for another entry :)

how long has it been?lol but okay im back for another entry.and to all my friends,selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin(aku tau la aku wish korg lambat) and i hope everyone is doing well and just fine.have a fun time going out visiting with family and friends and to those who are sitting for the big examinations,i pray for all of you to do your best.



okay da,bye.

9 september 2009

today is the day that has the same number in all three columns.lol random.im at baby's place now where i fetched her from school earlier on and now we're going to play uno with yasmin in awhile.

in about 30 mins time, im heading to tampines mall to meet isham and running an errand for baby.oh yeah,did i tell you guys how priceless baby's face was last night?lol i swear isham was enjoying the moment as well.i hope you love the cake my sweet little babygirl.it's from the heart :)

okay,i shall now go off from blogger and do somethings else and chill.i love you B<3

look at that little sweetheart :) it's her birthday today you know<3 hehe happy birthday my beautiful beautiful babygirl.i hope the suprise in the morning woke you up from that slepy walking paste of yours.hehe i really enjoyed having to do things for you the whole day baby :) so i was thinking back and a flashback came to me because a year ago on this very day,i was on the phone with b,persuading her to come and join me,saw and rara for buke puase.but mama asked b to watch the kids so i understood very well and at the same time was kinda dissapointed though :( i mean who wouldnt wanna meet that little girl with that damn adorable voice heh so yeah i promised baby that i would get her mchicken if i see her the next time :)

and here we are a year later,standing by each other and pinching one another!lol just wanted it to be rhyming slang end to it :) happy birthday once again baby.hope youre very very very happy today.have a good evening and i love you sayang.see you in awhile alright sayang <3 muaxmuax

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!


May you have a good year, this year. Happy birthday to you and i hope you do well for your N levels this year. I believe and i have faith in you that you will do me proud. My gift to you may not expensive but it's from my heart. I love you b and there's nothing that can change that.

Yours Sincerely, ZxxH

it's too late isnt it?

well i have to say happy 10th month to my wonderful,cutest and most adorable babygirl :) my laptop is down and there's no way im getting internet access these days because im very busy with my life with baby's birthday in 2 days.baby and i had a wonderful and memorable time on our 10th month.

and yesterday had a fun time cleaning up and fixing things at baby's place.lol makan tom yum tau!jgn main-main eh!what my baby wants,surely will get one! lol okay im still at baby's place now going to buke soon. tata people. i love you baby<3 and yeah ill be blogging pretty soon.

baby,youre the only girl that can make my heart beats slower and faster at the same time.
and that's why,i belong with you.

goodmorning

well a nice warm morning today :D im currently at baby's place.waiting for the right time to get ready for today's outing.am excited,first time going swimming with baby you know ^^ hopefully for the best today.and today also marks the start of a month with full of blessings and nice things.prayers tonight boys! lol take 8 or 20 it doesnt matter as long as the niat is there.

so yeah,im so overjoyed that i get to blog now.lol laptop down mah,that's why like jakun like that.lol okay then,that will be all for now,i'll blog pretty soon aite.
i love you aftermath <3 lol and on top of everything,i love you baby <3

stupid laptop

hello once again and im back for another entry.after like 18 days.my laptop is totally destroyed,thanks to people who are not responsible in taking care of it and at the end of the day im getting blamed for everything.

well im not going to enter a long post but just a few updates on what is the upcoming events.so yeah,baby is now having her prelims and stressing out everyday.all the best to you my babygirl<3 i pray and hope you'll give your best and i know you will.well youve proved that studying last minute can pay off.i didnt want to believe that at first but hell you made it happened :)

so yeah,someone's birthday is coming soon ^^ and i so cant wait.hehe oh congratulations naz for your achievement today. oh well,i better hurry my ass to finish the few revision road cicuit test then off to TP for another time.hopefully i wont beat the amber light again -.-

got to go now,baby needs to use the comp.

i love you b<3
will be blogging pretty soon....

like finally

to be honest,my laptop is acting weird.it doesnt startup properly and hang there for hours.ive been trying my best to get it to switch on but it just wont do.and i sort of miss blogging and reading baby's blog and all.well finally,im going to do so but the sad thing is that baby's already offline :( damn i should have tried harder just now.so i guess im just going to take my time blogging.i have lots to tell and share with this blog.

the week went off fine :) but baby is not going to be enjoying this upcoming weeks due to some reasons.baby brought me to the movies,watch a nice show with lots of laughters in it.totally enjoyed it.thank you baby.and i have this little girl flirting with me in the bus when baby is around.like it especially when she showed her jealous face when baby rest her head on my shoulder :) haha baby dont be mad okay?i love you no matter what.alexis here we come :)
fetched baby from the movies on friday and had dinner with her.that's like so nice to spent lots of quality time with her.thanks mama and papa.

i helped out at the pusara aman mosque,for those who doesnt know where is that;its the placce where all out loved ones been buried.i had a day to be an arsonist with the permission of the authorities.lol and i also found out that i have baby and her family to back me up when im in need.thank you so much.feel so honoured.

pardon me for blogging in a mess.im just so lazy to give details because im still in the moods of it :) hehe so yeah,i will try to update often.two more days and boom my favourite day of all days in everymonth.i love you baby,i shall be logging off now.prolly going out with ibu and abang wan.

ill talk to you in awhile honey and im sorry baby <3

my week has been awesome

a little summary through my week.i tell you,one of the nicest weeks ever.and i got to thank just one person;my babygirl.she's been an angel i swear.thank you baby.well if you want to know more,i just have no mood to tell.

all i want to do is see baby.well i am now actually.i love you sayang :) i miss you honey.see you monday k baby.

im back!

okay it was a painful experience for me.the past 4 days,ive been feeling nothing but fucked up.im dragged to KL for a business trip with ayah and i have to leave my biggest responsibility behind;baby :c usually baby will be the one who leaves me back in singapore for some vacation but this time it was me.ive never been across the borders for 2 years because of probation of course -.- so lets summarise the whole trip.

-last minute notice for the trip(sorry baby)
-drove up to malacca first to get the car fixed
-reach there at around evening
-drove nissan silvia(cousin's car)

okay certain chapters i shall elaborate abit.it was the old model of silvia.i thought the car was like damn lousy but after gear one,i press the clutch and change to second,woah i tell you the sound of the car is amazing.like it let out all the distortion air.woohoo now i know how a racer feels.but only tried to sped up till 130 km? heh

-called baby before leaving for KL

omg that was the time when my heart went crying but i hold up my tears.baby cried :( she was sick and i was where?oh my god,i still feel guitly till now.forgive me baby.still,your sick little voice turned me on.haha

-reached checked in hotel
-got snapped while thinking about baby

cb uh ayah go snap my photo eh b?lol

-got baby something from there
-suddenly i got the fever and flu(missing baby and home)
-went back to malacca to take back the car
-slept the entire night after a call with baby
-snored and talk to myself in my sleep
-went back home

phew,am i glad that im fucking back in this country.i tell you,the heat there is really extremely fucking hot!but actually i think i could have stand it.it's only that im missing the most important thing in my life.i love you baby.thank you for everything baby.im back now and you seemed to be well now after a short visit just now :) hehe aint that sweet? all the best for your prelimanary examinations this week baby.alright then,lets upload pictures and chat babygirl.

yay im fucking back la b!

highway,the place where ayah loves to fuck people around.

aww,my old man.

the bike that i used to get my prepaid card and shops


nicest engine sound i ever heard

i promise b,one day you'll get your root beer float :)

bastard old man but baby says it's cute :)

fame,oohhhhhhh wow!


well im just done talking to baby on the phone.we had good laughs and all,all about you of course,bitch :) oh 30 mins ago,i was at the NTUC Fairprice with the parents for groceries shopping.bought something for you,my love.heh oh oh,did i tell you,while i was at my lift lobby this evening,there's this little boy(around 2 years old)with his family came out of the lift that i was waiting for.he then looked at me,i waved to him and smiled widely with a happy tone "bye bye".the family then walked to the letterbox area.but when my door was upon closing,i heard him screaming and running towards the lift.his mother rushed to him and tried to carry him,he then pushed his mother by the face and told me to open the door.at that moment i was at a shocked,i mean why would that little boy pushed his mother so hard on the face just to ask me to open the door. he then smiled wider than i did and said loudly "bye bye" lol how adorable.and with his teddy bear in hand,what could possibly go wrong right?hahah so damn cute, b i want a son now!

alright,back to what i was here for.it all started during the holidays when i think the friendship among 3 friends were falling apart.where those individuals have their own things and personal life to catch up on.betrayal from one another but the middle person always remains the same.well things are just getting out of hand now,dont you think?grow up la mickey and jumbo balls,why are you putting my friend's mother in this conflict?and you got the nerve to feel that youre much more educated?lol educated or civilised doing all these?and b was right,youre just a coward.oh well,and youre teaming up with 2 other cowards,ahh thats like a teamo supremo version of losers right?and now lea which is i know very close to HER now is in the picture? i mean like what's your game plan down here-.- you think you intimidate my gf and her friends just because you have the "whole cyberworld" to back you up? haha fyi,b and her friends are raelly more into those 'practical' confrontations,so to speak.and i think it was the last straw for them.tsk tsk,youre so going to regret saying all that.and lea,whatever you talked to tash about me and jaja was simply bullshit.i dont even know why you stuck your nose into other peoples' business.oh ya,youre like the cyberworld most famous girl.

cant deal with it,then dwell on it.

vigorous is the word of the day ^^

today is super sweet.i have baby as my little baby :) bet you all wont get it.lol i wont be bothered to explain or elaborate either.it's personal ese.so today was certainly fine but im starting to get worn out fast.maybe im lacking of exercise.better start eating those vitamins and pumping those irons again.

my apologies for not blogging so much down here.i guess im busy filling up the new blog instead of this one.but no worries,i'll still be blogging everyday on blogger because this is where all started for me and that little sweetheart of mine. i love you baby.

alright,catch up with you later.

i had a long day,today,though i didnt had enough sleep but at the end of the day,im still satisfied with myself.i shall not really describe every inch of details about my day.however,im happy that baby loves my nasi goreng :) heh can ar ^^ next time different style okay baby.we managed to get baby's craving finally,thank you to you also baby.

i didnt spend so much time with baby just now as papa was sick at home and speaking of papa,he asked me to get a cert on his specialisation and join him at work.woah,that could be a big break through.but you'll not torture me,right pa?lolim willing to try it as long as i can keep that smile on that someone's face ^^

so yeah,im running out of time,im going to log off now and talk to baby on the phone.i love you baby.and i'll talk to you soon deloused.

time to go.

wont be blogging here so often.want my new link,ask.

wonderful wonderful happy day!



last night i got a present from ayah.my new training kit :) actually it's really not needed but he insisted on me doing it as a passion/hobby.so okay,i wouldnt want to let him down.he said things that wasnt even supposed to be mentioned just to convice me to get the training kits.actually i dont know whether i should post the picture or not,okay la,i'll show what it is.and i was good damn sick last night,i had to sleep early and NOT talk to baby :( im really sorry baby.haiz,that was one sucky night.at least for the ending part,i guess.so yeah with baby's prayers and all,im well now :)



today,woohooo where to even fucking begin with,fetched baby as usual and found out that there's a little puny problem with some of the people in here school.im glad baby stood up on her own and put these people back to where they belong.the funny thing is that,they came to confront baby when i was around.i didnt mean to interfere but i just dont like people pointing their fingers sky high when they're talking.so i did interfere :) and goodness,it took me less than a minute to shut that girl up.and i swear,if youre reading this now.if anything happens to my girlfriend.youre in for it.but i remembered you saying " dont worry la,we wont touch your girlfriend." actually that's not what im worried about,im worried if my girlfriend touch you.lol you wouldnt wanna make her mad,believe me.she might have that angellic look on her face that makes you think you can try her anytime you want but lol youre wrong puto.oh thank you to tajul,fir and the others for coming along and watching the free show!lol eh korang.

after baby and i laughed our asses off,we went home.i was fed like a little boy :) thank you baby.hehe makes me so happy to be handfeed like that^^ and had our afternoon nap before baby's tuition.my guess baby just ended her tuition and dining with her family.happy eating my little sweetheart.i'll wait for you here.i love you and i'll see you tmr,love :)

oh yeah,happy advance birthday wish to my friend Adie Vampire :) happy birthday abang adie!lol da tua la kau.lolhave a nice birthday and go kick some ass celebrating boy!

HAPPY 4TH BABYGIRL!



8 months baby,yay it's our day again baby.hehe i cant seem to be more happier,hope you liked the little suprises ive leave for you at home.heh well let me begin by saying thank you thank you thank you baby :) its such a wonderful to have you in my life baby.youre the only one who accepted me for who i am and gave me the inspiration to change me.im so happy that youre by my side every single day.mac and cheese nice right b?

i cant afford to sleep yet,i must and i do mean MUST post this up 1st because why?because youre much more important that my puny little beauty nap baby.this month has been one of the most exhausting and challenging months of all b but you know no matter what happens,there is never a chance that im going to call it quits to us baby.

well,that's about it baby.im heading to bed right after this.will join you in your dreams now sweetheart :) i love you my little cute smiling sleeping angel heh.pray that i wont be able to make it for the overseas trip tomorrow okay sayang?happy 8th month again baby :) lucky numbah baby!heh i love you with al my heart nabila sayang <3

please dont make it happen

hello,im here again for another entry.ive just came back from baby's place :) where else could i be right,b?alright yesterday was awesome.baby and her classmates have free movie coupons given by the OH so generous Mr S.lol so baby asked me to tagged along and also invited by tengku alaudin(tk tau spelling uh bro).before i continue,i would like to thank din,fir,faiz,steph,fana,suzs,fateha and the others for making me comfortable whenever we go out a a big group.it's not really easy to get along with your partner's friends,you know.so yeah the movie was awesome,it reflects on someone i pretty much knew.lol right b?like the story goes,mead conners repent and crawled back to jenny who he first love.

and for my case,ive crawl back to baby's feet a long time ago :) and thank you baby for being so wonderful all these times.butterflies in my stomach whenever youre by my side baby :) and as tight as we hold each other just now :) i love you nabila sayang.

today was calmly relaxing for the both of us.lol since yesterday as all about rushing here and there.baby and i are enjoying our time with wordsearch :) lol baby taught me how to be a pro just like her.ahhh i just love that little girl.heh okay baby,it's time for your chinese show.im done here anyway sayang.have a good night my lover.hear you in a while aite sweetheart?heh

kakak hid's wedding :)

brother from another mother ese

my life

cant afford to close my eyes.

baby's favourite top!

currently im trying to keep my eyes open wide.the reason is because i want to send baby to school again later on.let me begin by saying,im sorry about what happened just now baby.i didnt want to go but you know how paranoid that old man can be.i hope you'll forgive me as this happens frequently and i wouldnt wanna get you mad i swear.but on the other hand,you look simply stunning with your angry sexy face b! hehe

i started my tuesday by leaving the house at around 430am to get baby's breakfast.her school has a new rule which stated all students has to bring their own food and are not allowed to leave the class premises during recess time.so i wouldnt want to make it difficult for baby to enjoy her recess.Mcgriddles will be the answer for baby.later to my suprised when i reached hougang mall;its closed!lol so i walked all the way to my old school to get it for baby.only god knows how i was perspiring during a cold windy morning.right on,i went to take the bus to baby's place.tried to play punk with her but she knows me too well i guess if that's not the case i'll reveal that im there myself.lol ahh b,i love you so much la (:

and for the afternoon,im sorry that ive pissed you off by being late.i swear i didnt know why i needed sleep so much but being the angel that she is,baby let it go after awhile and gave me a smile.bought baby's late lunch and then sent her home.dreading starts when baby walked up the flight of staircase.i mean,what am i supposed to do for the rest of the afternooon?haiz and i think dreading will be by my side tomorrow as baby might be catching a movie with her classmates.so yeah,it's alright only 2 days right b?as long as i get to see you everyday,it's alraedy an honour.

i hope youre having a good rest baby.sleep tight my little angel.i love you baby and i'll see you in a few hours my babygirl!yay! cant wait ese.and baby,i have something to say to you right here.i miss you.you know everyday i crave for your presence.

absence makes me miss you alot.

my weekend was awesome.no actually,it was sunday was the thrilling part.met other side of the familia.woohoo they sure are bunch of funny people,especially the father in law la.haha " oh you can buy already uh?" but most important of all about the weekend was me getting to see baby on both days,so there's no dreading at all (: hehe and baby,you are so beautiful with that outfit yesterday!woohooo

but with all the excitement comes the painful backs and bloodshot eyes.i still think it's all worth it;currently im doing nothing but webcamming with baby.little sweetheart didnt attend school today because apparently she's not feeling so good after 3 days of rushing here and there to help out for the wedding.and the venue,awesome awesome place to get married.huge bombshell dropped by abg kyai.haha oh well,the standards are already set.heh b,ours will come in a few.haha

so yeah right now,all i can think about is you baby.dont forget to go to the doctor baby.and homeworks hah.get it b?cool aint it.whatever to you loser pieces of shit.okay b,let us not bother about this and have the time of our lives.i love you sayang and get well soon.

oh yeah,pictures of saturday lepaking with the old montfortians is there.lol eh b?hahah and also my little anak sedares.lol pictures of sunday with baby,have to wait vato.


saturday

sunday half part

the newest born niece of mine

apologies

baby,i cant sleep.i was thinking about what happened just now and im really sorry alright.i swear i didnt realise or remembered it was deep down in my bag.sorry that ive made you mad again when that's the one thing that i dont want to happen.im sure you should know that i only want to see that smile on your face baby :c forgive me if you can baby.i love you and goodnight sleeping beauty.


there's nobody in this world that is more beautiful than this little angel by my side♥

chinga tu madre


morning b!okay why am i saying morning to this chutiak head,she's just beside me trying her best to annoy me.and if its good fun for her,then it will be for me too.lol eh b?wow she took my breath away!just look at the pretty little girl and who does she belong to again?ME! hahah.the bummer is that baby has to go for ss remedial later on.aww aint that sad :( but it's going to take just a couple of mere hours and i dont mind waiting.but i just wish that she doesnt have to go :(

well,let me talk about my weekend.it was damn good fun rushing and watching 2 movies within 5 hours.baby was extremely exhausted but still i would cherish that day till i die.can ar?lol and a lot of thanks to my mother in law.i shall not elaborate on anything,im going to ask my baby to get ready for school.hehe i love you baby.okay youre just beside me.but seriously b,you look so beautiful.can i kiss you now sayang?heh okay later putos.

baby!im done!

shh,hello baby,just a fast one okay?i just plug in back the wireless thingy on my laptop to update the blog for you baby.im done with your essay but im afraid that it wouldnt meet up to your standards la sayang :( nevermind,you edit-edit je okay?i'll hand it to you tomorrow baby.hehe

youre watching television now right b?i'll be waiting for you then.i love you baby <3 cant wait to hear you sweetheart.i miss you,you know :( dont frown okay b?smile,you know im the one who can make you smile :)

it belongs to you.

& I MISS YOU MORE,BABY ):

AND i will help you on your essay,sweetheart.
sleep tight now my baby (: i love you <3

alright, so i've given up on doing my essays. i'm really not in the mood to do so. my brain's tired, damn it. i already ate my burger ramly. thanks baby. you know i love you (:

there's really not much to say, anymore.

AND I DESPERATELY WANT TO SHED 5KG (or more, thanks)

hey! baby wants me to blog for him so here it is, baby.

baby came over today with something that i've been craving for! hehe, baby came with ramly burgers. yes, he's contributing to my gaining weight! hm, so we ate and smoked and played games and yah, he had to go off at 5.40pm. hm, i'm missing you here baby.

and guess what? i give up on doing the essays! ):

i love you baby.

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i was at baby's place the whole day,today.it sure feels really good to have her by my side everyday.i cant get over that feeling just now b :) sure you know what im talking about right b?hehe.and for your information b,youre the first person i want to see in the morning and the last voice i want to hear before i sleep and theres nothing more important to me in life than you baby.

we played lots of card games just now with the kids and its sure good laughters i swear.lol baby was like semi drunk,well actually not drunk at all but she was all red and making funny sounds;one word summarise,super adorable :) oh and to your entry,of course i'll put you before me.youre my little babygirl remember?so yeah and now im missing you so much b.interview tomorrow at velocity.hope for the best i guess.

i dont want to talk about anything else but baby. so yeah.im heading off now.i love you baby.cant wait for tonight's results :)

boring boring boring

sundays usually bores me the most but on the other hand it's going to be a blessing because tomorrow is monday.a new week and new beginings :) with baby! hehe but really i swear i cant wait to see her.it's been long enough and i cant stand it.

well yesterday i went to the gig at odiocrib to see ragdoll epilogue and for better endings,kick ass show from the both well known bands but somehow i feel odd about something.well it's not nice to discuss it here and yeah it doesnt bothers me that much.baby knows about it and i guess she'll be the only one knowing it.and once more baby,im really sorry.

i miss you baby,lets just get lost in our own worlds now b!i love you sweetheart <3 have a nice afternoon sayang.

i miss you

hearing you is not really enough,
i need to see you and when i do,i dont want just that.i want to hold you in my arms and forever be in love with you :)

pardon me,im just missing my little angel so much.waiting for baby to come online but apparently she's not coming online :( boohoo aint that sad.but aye,it's alright honey,i'll talk to you in awhile.heh baby and i had a calm but rather tough and emotionally challenging day today.shall not elborate any further because it's personal.heh so yeah,i just miss her so much.especially the way her eyes gazed upon me.woah that feeling is sure as hell nowhere to be found except on baby.

i think i will be sleeping like a dead log tonight since it's kind of a hectic day but that doesnt mean im talking to baby for a short while only ^^ life's just great nowadays,back to where i started off with baby.wake up,get ready and meet her.i dont have school or anything else to worry about but maybe im starting work soon.hah yeah yeah you might think this lazy jackass is finally going to work.haha but seriously i dont want to start working now,i want to complete my education and then can start working.for now,GIMME A BREAK YAW DADDY!

once im done blogging,im heading off to the living room for some shows and then calling calling time!heh i love you baby,just so you know that i cant stand the time now :( okay baby,i'll hear you kissing me thru the phone okay?lol i miss you sweetheart :(

goodnight everybody,have a pleasant holiday period(for those who have la)

morning motherfuckers.


hmm im currently at baby's place.we're going to collect her identification card and send her donation at the mosque.yasmin will be tagging along " kak,i nak makan fries! :(" im hungry and baby herself havent had her breakfast yet.

okay im going offline now.i love you baby <3

goodnight my sleeping beauty

i cant help it if he's always pestering me around to do things.honestly,i dont even enjoy doing those things and you know that the best.im just so sorry that youre pissed because of that.im caught in the middle now and i dont know what to do.hope youre having a nice rest and sleep tight my lover
its not that easy to turn things around all i know is that im not going to give up on you.we'll see the difference in the years to come because i believe in you and not to forget,i love you<3

you really want it b?


ignore that pink looking creature behind me.lol

okay i started my morning with a suprise for baby.not that it was a suprise to send her to school but it was what i was wearing that made baby smiled wide.lol not only baby who had a good laugh,her classmates enjoyed the sight too.sorry b if it was funny.

so headed home right after that.downloaded soem episode of one of the most watched drama series ever created.and had breakfast,straight away i made my way to baby's school to fetched her.we had a long bus ride,seriously that was one of the longest bus rides i ever felt.maybe because i was standing all the way!baby and i then had our long afternoon nap till about 5 plus.woah sure as hell am exhausted from the heat.

baby wants to pierce her toungue again and my reply is NO B!nah uh.no way baby,no la im just kidding,of course you can have your piercing b.it's all fine with me.lets do it tomorrow then.okay apart from that,im just too little annoyed with some issues,i aint in the mood to discuss about it but yeah,just watch your back.oh yeah,to those hatetaggers,stop making a fool out of yourselves.but aye if you fancy it,i wont let you down.

so let's have a nice day tomorrow baby.argh all i can say is that im missing you badly :( at least im getting to hear and see you through that tiny little hole :) so yeah,i'll talk to you again later tonight baby.i love you sayang^^ have a good evening.

suprise suprise


baby got a wonderful suprise just now.i actually sat under her block for like an hour plus?hehe just to wait for her end her computer session.then i called her up and told her i was at the kitchen window of my house.haha then i knocked on her door.she was trying to get angry but didnt manage to because i was right at her face.

well im going out again.i'll be back for you baby.i love you sayang <3 muaxmuax must rindu abang okay? :( because i miss you so much :(

sunday morning,rain is falling.


ive just came back from the wet market with ayah.its a calm visit today as the wet market suprisingly seemed to be rather empty.maybe alot of the malay people have fled for a vacation?i think so la eh.so yeah,i initially thought baby was online.guess she's having her meal and watching television with her family.

well i'll be waiting then baby.anyway,im just sick and tired of your attitude,since when i used your listerine?!keep all your things in your room k next time.and if youve make noise at my ears dont expect me to come down to fetch you an umbrella but being the little brother i am,i know someway i still will do it for you.sometimes i feel like giving you a taste of my fist.cant stand you i swear.

baby i miss you :( i just wished you can meet me now and just lie down by my side.i love you baby.im logging off now sayang.muaxmuax text/call me okay b? ^^

HAPPY 17TH ANNIVERSARY MAMA & PAPA




thanks to you awesome individuals ive met the love of my life:) thank you mama and papa.may god bless you on this day and have a nice day tomorrow :)

wtf,muke pecah is back again?! haha



this is hilarious,i didnt know that my blog has stalkers 0.0 but really,you annoy me.having the feeling of you visiting my blog is already like yuch.and now youre trying to so called make a comeback? hah open your eyes wide and look properly with those sinful eyes of yours and make sure you know how to differenciate between sizes.oh yes i can admit that im a skinny person but are you sure that my girlfriend is fat?^^ haha do your research properly okay?like ive told you,if youre so eager to get our autographs,then just ask nicely.dont have a cook up a scene you know.haha and fyi,i know who you are.i mean like even my bxl knows who you are.

so yeah back to my day,i woke up at around 950am and was pretty mad because i overfuckingslept!baby was already in school having her lessons and i switched on the laptop,talked to baby for a couple of minutes and proceed for my bath.right after that i had breakfast and changed quickly to fetch my baby.i tell you,its really hot these days-.- i cant stand the heat ese.cut us some slack please :( haha so yeah baby and i went to kfc to get meals for both adik and her.after that we headed home thought about names to play with and that's about it.

right now baby and i are having a video call in progress.im missing you so bad baby :( it's fuckingfreakingfriday b!please meet me tmr can uh?:( hopefully la eh yang.i just cant help being helpless when youre not around me.haiz.anyways,im hungry and im lazy to move my arse to the kitchen i swear.and im waiting for my ciggrattes from ayah.heh :) i'll talk to you in awhile okay baby but first sayang,you have to eat okay? abang loves you very very much and there's nothing or nobody can do anything about it!okay im off.

i sure as hell didnt forget ^^




happy 7th monthsary babygirl!


let me start off by saying that i love you baby and nothing can ever change that.no matter what the obstacles god is going to throw at us,i'll assure you that i'll be with you till the end of time.so HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY BABYGIRL! oh god,you sure make she shine like a star today in my eyes ^^

i didnt want to wish you anything at midnight or this morning because we had that little tiff of ours and i know youre not really in a mood.heh so yeah,a little suprise for you baby :) hope you like the sunflower.as fresh as my heart sayang.heh baby was already getting ready when i just entered her house and give her something to smile about.i love you baby^^ we were suppose to go celebrate suzs birthday.skipped to the part when i was caught in the middle of a face to face confrontation in front of the tampines mrt station and goodness baby was so worried and she :'( youre so amazingly sweet honey,in fact you taste sweeter than honey :) hehe so damn cute la you baby.sorry that i have to show you that side of me,i just wasnt myself at that moment and i sure as hell couldnt stand that kind of hooligans.





and then again,im sleepy now.i'll just show you all the photos of today :) besides,baby's already asleep because she has classes tomorrow at 9 to 5?woah fucking hell that's like working hours sia.not to worry baby,i'll fetch you okay?heh i miss you baby,sleep tight my love.muaxmuax